Monday, 14 January 2013

I have learned this in my journeys, What I have learned so far is if your momentum is moving consistently in a greater good  & forward direction....with all your heart in clear be sure to observe the vision as it will come to fruition. Forever Love..Growing up in the B.C. Foster care system, So you could say the government of British Columbia were my Parents..through all the therapy they taught me many skills and tools to cope with this life I had been givin, coming from this I feel blessed that I had been in 7 Foster homes by the age of 6 years old, After which My Eldest Aunt ( My biological  Moms big Sister ..Again the tools and skills , fundamentals, rules, regulations, chores , manners and a value system .All the sports,and having a piano in the house to start learning music at 7 years old......Even through all the support systems out there ,I have felt different all my life..How blessed am I...
 I remember being in fourth grade same grade as my 9 year old  Son is in  now. I wanted to share a memory with you all. My grade 4  Teacher Mr, Robinson :) I will never forget him . He looked like Magnum P.I.  and at the time I loved Magnum P.I. :) -  :) When he introduced himself first thing he said was to write down your very first memory? :( I froze stopped and could not breath..because you see, I do not remember my young years, and what I do remember are traumatic experiences.:( At this time I went up to Mr Robins and said  " I can't do this!" I do not remember..very upset little 9 year old..He was so charming and amazing  and kind in his words.and said no worries we will make memories and you can write a memory that you do have and make it a beautiful one...A beautiful Teacher who I needed..asked us to write down my first memory???? well this is where I started thinking ..I realized my story is different I felt ashamed and not good enough most of my life,then I had a Son and that has all changed me into forward loving with all my heart.I had to dig deep and find her and want to thank all who have supported me in writing and in this blessed life I am living.. and tried to tuck that away,,The hole child experience was a story of therapy,chores,no physical love.rules regulations perfectionist( Never good enough- For me it is Never give up!Keep going,  I am sharing my childhood to you .only to get through  the pain..also in thinking  I will help you through ....If you have done all you can do ....I am hear and I care...:) Lets change the world together.

Saturday, 12 January 2013

heartinvesttruth: When someone dies it takes time and patience in th...

heartinvesttruth: When someone dies it takes time and patience in th...: When someone dies it takes time and patience in the  understanding that memories are forever . <3 and so hold on to those memories and ...
When someone dies it takes time and patience in the  understanding that memories are forever .<3 and so hold on to those memories and  love<3  forever in memory form,,,Dreams do come true remember :),  Dream Big! spread your wings and  Fly !Believe in yourself  and others  with all your heart...I f you can Dream it ,it can happen for real ! Loving memories are forever....

I became a Widow/Parent at the age of 30. I had spent the last 10 years as a Female Body Guard  in the Music Industry ,helping to run one of Vancouver Islands  largest Security/Promotional company for a long standing 20 year old company . I spent 10 years in total  with my Partner.I was 5 months pregnant when The Love of my life " 10 years" dropped dead of a Heart Attack!!. You can imagine I was shocked /Devastation !! really it took 6 years to even touch grief therapy . I had now become a Single ,broke Parent "Shocking" Through the process of losing my what I felt to be my hole identity......This is how I know My Memories are real and are driving me ....Loving with all my heart,giving back and feeling humblegrateful,blessed...Love energy all around and I'm open for Love.....We all have a story to tell, This is about being vulnerable and the ,ability,skills,tools to Call on our courage....<3 There is way more ...:) to be continued...<3

Tuesday, 8 January 2013

heartinvesttruth: Think Positive !!

heartinvesttruth: Think Positive !!: To change our lives , at some point we have to make the decision Do we want to suffer or change and live happily :) The way to do this is...

Think Positive !!

To change our lives, at some point we have to make the decision Do we want to suffer or change and live happily :) The way to do this is to look around you and appreciate what you already have and be grateful <3 My Grama always said count your blessings..<3 Be Thankful for what you have not what you do not.So we have to look for things we appreciate no matter what ! When we begin to focus on the positive :),good things ,happy :)thoughts and the brighter side of life things will change around you as you are putting out the positive energy and thoughts they are coming back to you every time,every thought The thought the word the action .The more positive :) you put out in to the universe the more you will receive in return !!Law of Attraction . We need to think, live, love with all our being....Think Positive ! Chose our words wisely !!

Saturday, 5 January 2013

Bigger hearts <3 better world,:)
Each & every day,no matter what you do where you go,who you meet in you day : through Family,Colleagues,Friends even strangers as they are of the Human race...Give love <3 to them.show them kindness,have compassion,even a smile can make someones day brighter,a compliment,kind word,or action -do give love!<3..Do your best to make sure every person you interact with has a better day!:)not because you have to but because you want to. As you give Love <3 to every person you meet you bring Love <3 back to yourself.....Law of attraction.:)..is in all we do and say..The seeds of Love<3 that we plant today will help our hearts will grow bigger and you will be better for it. Love<3 life with passion..Be a*Star right   here you are!! Dreams do come true so Dream big!  GB Love life and laugh!!LOL islandrock2003@yahoo.comhttp://heartinvesttruth.wordpress.com